The fog is lifted. Things are moving in the right direction. I don’t know where I have been, but it wasn’t very pretty. But for the last 45 days or so I have reconnected with AA and am finally working my program. I never took a drink, but I danced very seductively with the thought.
I have truly embraced that the emotional and mental shit that leads me to binge eating is most certainly what led me to drinking and drugs, and any other thing I could possibly be addicted to. Whatever shit is there, I am starting to face it. I can’t wait for the final layer of fog to lift, but for now, the storm has passed.